2009
31st Dec 2008, 1.02pm:
Gyson: “Tommorow no ECT 200, Ee Teng called Engineering Centre just now and it is comfirmed, we’re going back to penang”
What a joy and relieft for me!! I was very excited and suprised with what he’ve said to me! Because actually i was chatting with friends and complaining about not able to celebrate new year in penang. Hahaha, my heart was instantly filled with happiness. Great!
Immediately, my friends and i held an emergency meeting, to discuss about going back to Penang. 1.30pm, informed my mom and sweet heart about it, “xze xze is coming back too!” 2.15pm, departed from Ulu, the wheather welcomed us with dark clouds and grey sky, the rain wasn’t heavy, but i think every obstruction has been overwhelmed by the joyness of going home. Felt no blockage! Wu hu!
At night, my friends and i went for countdown at Q’s Bay, it’s been long time that i didn’t make my place in such event. I was kinda regret actually when i arrived there, because traffic jam like hell, i parked my car at FTZ phase 2 and walked to the building, quite distant. Besides, there was clouded with people.. i could hardly stay at the entrance. Met up with Ah seng there, an old sch friend of mine. And then my few coursemates who are smart or perhaps lazy, hahaha, they came back earlier than us, probably expected no lecture or intentionly ready for ponteng.
“10, 9 … 3, 2, 1! Happy new year!!” everyone shouted. Nice firework followed in, i was very wishing you would be here with me dear.. what an imperfection for the moment. Anyway, i felt a bit weird with my feeling after that, i guess it’s just a sense of disatisfaction inside of me. A year gone, another just arrived, what have i done in year 2008? Any good and bad memories? Did i own any achievements? Did i do well as a son, as a boyfriend, as a student, and as a servant? It’s hard to deny that we are never enough.
Well well well, people say: “new year new hope” And i’m really hoping for something will happen, i don’t know what it could be, but i just hope something that is not ordinary will happen, something that will initiate new breakthroughs for everyone.
I need to set my resolution. I predict i can only achieve partialy of the goals in this year. I doubt this shouldn’t be familiar with you right? haha.. we often found that we didn’t fulfill our annual goals at the verge of each year. However, better than none. At least with the aims, it pushes me to continue the track with purposes. Rather than aimlessly standing at one spot.
I’m thankful for everything that is in 2008.
I hope 2009 will be a great year for me. Everyone does right? hahaha..
“Alive? Or just breathing?” ~ I wanna choose “alive”
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