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Blog before leaving Penang

24 hours per day, sometimes i watch time slipping away, and i can’t stop myself from wander.. Did i spent time in the right way? It’s hard to believe that my nearly-2-weeks holiday is going to mark its full stop on tomorrow afternoon.

New case for laptop, thanks to the crack, that caused me to renew the case through warranty, too bad i wasn’t allowed to extend the warranty, Luck only appear once in a century. When i found that my laptop’s LCD case was cracked, i felt quite worry and no-mood, i immediately called susu to check whether got any part time jobs during holiday, so that i can earn some $ for changing my laptop case. Lucky enough, susu found one for me, serve as sampling promoter for 4 days. 2 days later, i took my laptop to service center, thanks God, under warranty… Good. I must taking good care of it from now onwards… I was always blamming myself for not taking care of it, as my laptop looked really old, because i seldom wipe out the dust and dirt. Somemore, too lazy to do this maintainance job. hahaha. Anyway, that was the past. New start for me…yea.. remind me my friends, if you found i didn’t treat it nicely.

It was quite a fruitful holiday week for me, as i was giving part time job to do, spend time compiling LIG thingys, spend time with family, play counter with my younger bro, lepak with xze xze, and old friends as well.(keep accidently met my friends..hahaha) At least, laksa, char koay teow, fried oyster, air itam kari mee, sushi king and many more…! i had it all before i leave. Nice… 

However, my assignments progress were dragged.. perhaps my academic stuffs were pushed aside by me. I told my coursemates: “Holiday must study liao” Hmm, seems like it’s just another empty talk from me. Thinking, is it because of time was limited? Or i day dreaming a lot?

I made my choice to write this blog instead of doing assignments, because probably i will not have the mood to write blog when back to sch. Furthermore, my koleg internet connection slow like snail. It will only spoil my mood to watch the loading bar increase slowly per min. Improvement is hardly see… Or am i just too hasty to see changes? So many weakness that in fact we can easily improve it, but i don’t know why some authorities just treat it as inevitable weakness. It’s such a dissapointment for person like me,

Sometimes i wish i have 48 hours per day.. so many things that i wish i can do, so many things that i wish that i can learn, so many people that i really wish that i can spend my time with, so many things i wish that i can make it better if i was given addtional time. Plenty of many’s, i labelled myself as greedy Actually, i found that my strength is weaken, may be i’m forced to away from BB most of the time, and not much roam is provided for me to practice skills like planning, organizing, managing team/event. I found that my abilities are not as strong as before. To be serious, i feel hard to be satisfied… whether the result or my performance. Now i feel the feeling is too complicated for me to describe.

I don’t know why my words are always dark and gloom. Reading back my blogs, i feel so. i wasn’t meant to, just because to me.. writing blogs is a way for me to express my feelings and thoughts. Personality analysis stated that i’m a person who prefer writing more than speaking. I’m an introvert. There are just many thoughts in my mind, i feel struggle too when starting a blog. Because, i’m afraid that i may end up writing a blog without links among the paragraphs. 

okay, enough of mumbling. Wanna finish my assignments. See ya!

~ by dishengteng on October 4, 2008.

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